I can't....Its painful

Guys....

I will not be blogging for a couple of days... am very hurt, sad, disappointed, discouraged and despondent by an issue. Right now, I don't even want to be married. Really. I mean it.

Singlehood rocks! My best friend is THE BEST! And, I just wanna sit in front of the PC and sob to death.

Moral fiber.... its the core of what grounds me. It allows me to realise if I have done wrong and going against what's right biblically.

Yet, whatever I witnessed has breached this fiber and crossed the line, my moral fiber line. And its someone I know for so long and relatively respected, it stings!

I know, I am not supposed to judge. I know men are fallen in nature. I know.... I know. BUT DOES THAT PERSON KNOW HOW MUCH I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO RESPECT THAT PERSON AGAIN? Its such a struggle.

Struggling with this feeling and hurting all at the same time.... I am tormented.

I need my best friends now... more than ever. God help me!

Yes, I know I am emotional..... but, really, moral fiber is my core, shake it and its like asking me to murder and not feel guilty.... yes, its that bad.