Wondering

Have you ever had days where you wish you could stop being the responsible, level-headed person that you usually are most of the time?

(if it happens all the time, then you got serious issues)

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I have been wishing that for the last few days

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I wish I could stop being me for a while

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I wish I could stop letting people know where exactly I am OR

What I am doing

OR even if I am planning to do something

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The perils of being responsible is weighing me down

and making the wild child in me surface I guess...

I wish I can kick the world back in its FACE!

And tell it:

LEAVE ME ALONE

I need time out

I wanna relax and do nothing and WASTE TIME

I wanna balance out my entire system and soul without telling YOU

everything!!!

Stop being so Anal

Stop being so Rigid

Learn to trust others

that we can truly be capable of being calm and rational

despite our rants, raves and time out alone

WITH NO COMMITTMENTS

NO RESPONSIBILITIES WHATSOEVER

Just me Time!

Like something in me will explode

if I don't have time to Break out of my Usual Mould

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Oh Yeah... I need that!

I am in desperate need of time out. Me Time.

Don't call me

Don't SMS me

Don't email me

I need to align myself before I cave into a wall