Tension and Stress....

Of late, so many issues have been faced and confronted by daniel & myself. Its been one ride, thru this process, I begin to see daniel in a different light too, thanks also to friends who pointed this out.

Anyways, the Swine Flu will be here for some time. Hopefully the situation will really get better soon.

I have been heavy hearted, things at work and at home are not exactly going smoothly, I maybe positive and hopeful and looking forward, I can even encourage myself not to think so much and have faith and re-read Matt 6:33-34.

BUT...... its just not as easy, the flesh feels helpless and weak, the spirit wants to go on, to prod on... its tough. I thank God for His faithfulness and not giving up on me when I waver or quiver or shudder. There's my dad's health and medical bills, my Bro who got retrenched and is trying to get a job, then there's my wedding and housing loans... I can lament all I want. But I chose to carry all these and a lot more... myself. Just me and God of course. If I really needed to understand the word "Grim" I fully understand it now. Its staring at me right smack in the centre of my face! Then there's Porky Flu.... dealing the Travel trade a serious blow. Daniel and myself conjured many plans - Plan A, B and even C. Only thing we can do, is to trust the Lord for provision and for fulfillment. Its testing, trying and we believe, we will be way better persons (soldiers for Christ) after we emerge from all these. Victorious and not broken I hope. On a lighter note, bb and i decided to hang out yday.... treating ourselves to something nice... cos times are bad for us, such treats we may shun for a long while more. We headed to American Hip Diner by Billy Bombers @ Cineleisure (Food pictures next entry). And oh yes, donations are welcomed. =)