Woke up dreading today
turns out, people are nice here
generally, today is busy but nice
am meeting up a friend later too
But I am wondering,
what am I doing with my life....
I used to rally around the notion of
"never work a day in my life, as my work is a passion, a hobby..."
but given the speed and pressure and all
I made a fatal error...
unsure if I will ever be forgiven
or already cast and condemned to all eternity to hell
by the docs
the saying is so true,
you can do 10 GREAT things
but just one error is enough to wipe u out
human beings. . . . go figure!!!
I have been exercising so much
coz I got so much to vent
its insane..... I feel so beaten up
and I feel bad, internally, my system is still beating myself up
its perpetually hanged on "self-whacking" mode
