God.... please help me in this time of need

Lord,

My prayer is please remind me that:

23Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, 24since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving. Col 3:23-24

It does not matter if I am appreciated, but Lord, PLEASE help me get by, hold me close to you. I want to scream out LOUD already.... cos I detest HER!!!!!!!!!!!!

She is bloody making my life difficult. She does not help nor try to. She sides outsiders or anyone else but me who is on the same platform.

Hais..... I pray that you help me see her thru your eyes. I pray that when I meet you face-to-face Lord, you will say: "I Love You very much my child... cos you never forgotten me and my ways in tough moments." Then all will be worth it.

Love you so much Lord,

your child, ruth

Heroes

I love watching the TV series.... if you love it as much as I do and cannot wait.. here's the link - http://www.tv.com/heroes/show/17552/episode_listings.html to hasten the shows

Ah Pang Left for Brunei

Ah Pang has already left for Brunei.... anyways, today is the start of a brand new regime for me - intake and exercise wise.

I am so tired out man..... need to go home and sleep earlier today, yesterday's event was quite cool.. I went to the Museum and saw Dick Lee, Debra Wong and other cool peeps!

Dick Lee was seriously tall man but it has been rumoured that he is gay???? Not sure thou....he looks good for his age and has charm. My mum was telling me, girls will still swoon over him. I was like, errrrrr....... not sure, cos he may not appeal to the normal girls. Anyways, the party was freaking crowded and I did not totally enjoy myself so I left early.

Tiring,

Ruth

Whoa

The Week has had an insane start to it. I have had many different Mondays but today has certainly got to take the cake for busy and nutty all at the same time. I will miss Ah Pang when he goes to Brunei for Business.... Hais. God, please help me thru this project I have just been handed and the insane insane week. Let me enjoy the coming CNY and let my red packet takings be bountiful this year!!!!!!! Amen.

Compliments & Praises ARE GOD's, not mine. I just did what I had to... cos its my job

The details below is extracted from an email I received from my Boss... its meant to simply say GOD has decided to use me to make a difference within the company I help to serve as I carry out my duties, I will only BOAST IN THE LORD MY GOD, I WILL BOAST IN THE ONE WHO's WORTHY: ----- Original Message ----- From: Grace Tjan To: Ruth Lim SA-MARCOM Cc: Kenyon Yoke Har SA-OB ; Sim Kim Seng SA-COO Sent: Thursday, January 24, 2008 9:07 AM Subject: FW: Compliments to Ruth Hi Ruth, Well done! Thanks/Grace ----- Original Message ----- From: Eve Goh To: mysay@satours.com.sg Sent: Friday, January 11, 2008 9:43 AM Subject: Compliments to Ruth Lim Hi, I would to thank Ruth Lim, Marketing and Communications Manger, for her follow-up and recommendations. I have earlier written an email to feedback on the poor follow-up and lackluster attitude by the travel agents as well as non-responsive hotline. I was disappointed and disturbed by the fact that I need to sign up with SA because of the travel vouchers already bought. To my delight, Ruth is quick to response with explanation and she personally keeps me updated on the promotions and provides recommendation. She has shown the professionalism which I did not see from the other staff members in SA. She did not just help SA retain a customer, she also help SA uphold the reputation and goodwill which had been industriously built over the years. Congratulations, SA, for having Ruth, a dedicated and customer oriented employee. Regards, Eve

Wah Lau Eh.... Tired sia

I am so tired... badminton yesterday, running on sunday and Gasps! I weighed myself this morning and I gained 2kg, I was like %$#*@&*^^#$@% blah blah blah! How can it be when I am exercising more than before. Intake also lessen, esp dinner.. then I remembered, my better half said this - when u exercise, u gain muscles and muscles are heavier than fats. So there.

Tired ruthie

Face the Giants in our Lives

I was just reflecting at the sheer concidence or Not, on the 2 DVDs we loaned yesterday - Facing the Giants & License to Wed. Both movies happen to be GOD centered. One is how we are made to overcome challenges when GOD is on our side and the other is how to maintain that channel of communication yet hang on to the right values and belief like no pre-marital sex, respect your elders, always trust in each other and learn to rely on each other's opinion.

You really ought to borrow those 2 DVDs and watch them. I intend to buy Facing the Giants as its really heartening to know God has His time and place for all things to happen. I love the fact that both shows depict how guys can be as well, how human they are despite being so tough most of the time...With God, NOTHING is impossible - NOTHING!

Then I went running yesterday, at the last 4 laps, I really gave it my all by sprinting with my might and I felt as if I was flying.. the feeling is awesome!!!

God is wonderful, as always!

Tired out

Today has been tiring and super exhausting on me, I just want to head home after a long day to sleep. OT till 2.30am at home last night. Super lack of rest. My whole being want to collapse already. Work load is getting heavier by the days leading up to the Fair. Ciao, Very tired Ruthie

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Badminton Last Night

I tell you ar... I kena hit so many times last night during the game... it was record-breaking man. Then i noticed funny poses that my friends were doing and I had fun acting them out, we were laughing a lot more than usual. hehehee... but the match was good lar... my whole body aching like whoa!

Then suddenly, something hit my hand and I flung my racket across the court - HENG ar! My friend across the court din kena injured by my "No Shadow Flying Racket" move...

It was insane lar! Funny funny funny... should be on Singapore's Funniest Home Video or something. Heheheheheeee....

I am still laughing just thinking about it.

LOLz...love, Ruth

Reason or Not??? I still Love

I am stressed at work... so decided to dedicate a little time to write about someone . . .

I figured I love him for his character

for he is so full of kindness

I realised I love him all over again

when he does small things constently and faithfully

I am sure we will be happy together forever and ever

as we fear Him and want to serve Him together

I know for sure we will have fun in our impending marriage

for we know how to laugh at ourselves and clown around

so that the other party is cheered up

I believe that life is never a full stop

as I learn more out of life with him entwined within mine

I can be clueless and blur

alas, he finds that adorable without a glitch

I can be gregarious and loud

he simply finds joy and entertainment in that

I can be full of pattern - dressing, actions and antics.. the works

he, oh well, loves it most of the time!

I can be sad and crying when stressed or misunderstood

until I turn into some puffy fish

he, will just hug me and tell me its gonna be alright

In our unspoken quietness and his unassuming nature

I have learnt to appreciate a lot of things more

In our course of exercising together

every single session is laden with fun and nonsense

I love to cook

he loves to eat my cooking

I enjoy watching romance or comical movies

he, will laugh along or hold me when I sob like mad during those shows

I can be crazy making weird sounds

he plays along

I can be farting away

he finds it funny somehow

this entry is just for you.

You are special in my heart!

Cocktail Mix of Feelings

Its terrrrrriiiiiibbbblllllleeeeeee..... I had a very well, filling lunch I think and I am so sleepy now. And i a bit sleepy, afraid later no form for badminton. Tired man! Colleagues have been telling me I lost significant amount of weight BUT I still don't think its enough, moreover, I enjoy dining. Crabs, Shark's Fin, Salads, Pasta, Kway Chap, Soups, Cakes, Prawns and so much more!!!

Anyways, I am kinda gleeful now, yesterday I appeared in ZaoBao with my picture in it, I showed my mum and my dear and guess what, they both said the same thing -_-" *sweat drop*

"You look good lah BUT how come the photo so unprofessional?" I was like *diao diao diao* "Well, I got no money for professional makeover lah... you want to sponsor?" lolz cos of the angle and stuff, I really think I ought to find my angle and just stick to it, I have had a few media friends calling me to compliment that I am photogenic but I accepted with grace and thought to myself - wah lau! I got to lose more weight man! ITs one of my NY resolution.

I need to Thank God for Daniel and his love and strength. I enjoy the way we act like kids at times, its fun and so RETRO! I LIKE!!! He is so OnZ and he still stablizes me when I get all nutty and berserk and too siao on. Haha.....

I hope we grow old this way..........................

Sundays

My schedule on a normal Sunday goes like this... 9.30am - Be in Church for Choir practise 10.15am - Get ready to either usher or take my position as back-up singer 1.00pm - Head for Lunch with whoever

Afternoon - Nap then head out for exercise (usually Running)

7.00pm - Dinner with Daniel (and sometimes his family OR my own family)

9.30pm - Head Home

11.30pm - Sleep

Random Pictures

Rant

I really am not sure what has been happening but I have stumbled upon the weird-est and strangest people and situations recently. I drooled during one afternoon nap... (super jialat leh cos I v. tired of late) I miss my close girlfriends... (think I suffering from withdrawal symptoms of not meeting them lately) I super "niam" my dearie as I think I need hugs cos I am tired... (don ask me what logic is that but it works well for me besides retail therapy) I am on a cruising mode at work but there is still tons of stuff piled up and many small requests be it by friends or etc.. to ask about how much the tour costs, I work in a Tour agency but I am not a walking price person or am suppose to give such request priority leh - I got many many MANY MANY other work to see to which is more important. So please call the SA Tours Hotline @ 6535 8911 for enquiries. Or visit http://www.satours.com/ COS ITS IRRITATING THAT PEOPLE ARE TAKING THINGS FOR GRANTED BY MAKING ME THEIR "TOUR AGENCY"... I thank them for their support but really guys, I have a job scope to fulfill and its certainly not that of a receptionist who keeps attending to your queries, I have meetings to be at and I am expected to be out of office too.... hais, the best part is, most of the fellas who request for info, expect it asap (sometimes snap of their fingers - wah lau eh)!!!!!!!

What I hope to do by end of 2008....

1) Be a better worshipper of the Lord & a Faithful Back-up Singer

2) I made a pact with our Father to be a better Steward of Monies & Have more self-control over my shopping expenses

3) To lose 8kg to 10kg more from my current weight with my dear dear's help too

4) To better network with people so as to lay the foundation to setup my own company in future- which does Copy Writing, Press Releases etc

5) To meet more media friends from the Magazines and Channel News Asia this year

6) To Love my LOVED ones more by treating them to great food! (Oh yes, more food pictures!)

7) To stay youthful both mentally and outwardly.. :P

Love...love..love Ruthie